I had gone to drop her to the bus depot today morning. She had tears in her eyes. She gave me a hug, spontaneously. I had been planning to hug her when she leaves, but she did it so innocently. At that moment, i felt i never wanted to let her go!
I love her, i am sure of it now. Maybe this loneliness will fade away in a few days, but the emptiness i feel now is tremendous. It was not until today morning that i realized this. I slept so peacefully yesterday night, even she might have. It was only when she sat in the bus, that i realized the gravity of the situation. She was leaving for good, she was never coming back to this place to work. Now, our meetings would be limited to weekends only.
May she be happy in what she does now, i cant see tears in her eyes. I promise i will make her weekends sweet, she would not get a chance to complain. Love you baby :)
